February 2012
72 posts
I want to scream. so bad. I want to just cry like...
how the fuck am I going to do this?  UGH!!! :’(
Feb 25th
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Anonymous asked: Hey I'm watching this investigative show and they are talking about this woman who was shooting up oxycodone and eventually died from the binders & by products building up in her heart. Does this happen a lot? How long do you have to shoot up for that to happen? Is there a way to avoid that (besides not shooting up, obv.) Thanks!
Feb 23rd
Anonymous asked: (continued) of oxycodine but theyre old like it says theyre expired or whatever and this sounds SO lame but i dont want to like die or whatever because im so tiny as in skinny. advice? thank you :-)
Feb 23rd
Anonymous asked: lol i don't get why everybody is hatin on trams....i fuckin love them as an alternative for opiates. take like 4 or 5 and i'm feelin sooooo happy
Feb 23rd
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Anonymous asked: I don't by any means agree with you being stupid like the other anon said, but I do disagree with telling people to take 3 benadryl to add to their high. For most people that is enough to knock them straight out for hours. Maybe 2 at most. Also, i disagree with tramadol being entirely worthless. In WD or with a low tolerance it is an interesting buzz, different from most opiates but still...
Feb 21st
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Anonymous asked: finally taking your advice and am trying the benadryl to accentuate the nod... Did a blue and a half took the benadryl gonna wait a lil bit then do the other then prob smoke a bowl and see how long before the nod comes
Feb 21st
Anonymous asked: Have you done things you are ashamed of for drugs? How do you make peace with that? Or is it something that you can only make peace with in sobriety?
Feb 21st
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Anonymous asked: you seem like a retard when it comes to drugs i wouldn't trust the shit you say lol
Feb 21st
Anonymous asked: I've been doing sexual favors for pills for over a year now (on the same person only though). He's older & I'm not attracted to him, it's strictly to get pills. Lately, he's been getting emotionally attached, telling me he loves me, etc. He gets mad if I don't return the sentiments. It's bothering me to tell this person that I love him when I don't but...
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
Anonymous asked: What's the best way to get the most out of oxy? I chew tums and it fixes and stomach sickness if I get any, I was just wondering what else is there to really get the best feeling out of it.
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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5mg xanax, 80mg hydrocodone all just now.
gonna be feeling good pretty soon! I have 15 more mg of xanax for later too. :)
Feb 21st
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I don’t know how I do it. But I manage to find enough opiates to keep me content almost everyday. Ugh
Feb 20th
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atthecenteroftheworld asked: Opana is amaaazing. And it tends to be cheaper than oxys for some reason even though it is so much stronger. Just be careful ;) They are wicked fucking strong
Feb 20th
Anonymous asked: How long after you started doing opiates did you realize you were addicted?
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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I need to try Opana. Like… it’s a need right now.  I’ve tried hydrocodone, oxycodone, morphine, diacetylmorphine(heroin), fentanyl, bupeprenorphine(suboxone), dolophine(methadone) & tramadol… I’ve taken codeine but not for recreational use.   I’m gonna be on the major hunt for oxymorphone now. I doubt I’ll find any in the 505 though.  -derricko
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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Anonymous asked: If I took some of a Soboxone on Thursday, will I get any benefit from perc 30's on Monday? Last time I didn't even feel the percs
Feb 20th
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Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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Anonymous asked: are you willing to send some pills through mail for some cash? Legit deal though..
Feb 19th
It sucks being so tolerant to opiates that it...
:( That nodd last night was great and it looks like that will be the last one for a long while. 
Feb 19th
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I’m noddin so hard right now.
Feb 18th
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pitterpanda asked: I have 8mg of ativan, if I pop them all what'll happen, will I just be really numbed out and kinda drowsy or will I just fall asleep?
Feb 17th
bindingaffinity asked: does prozac really kill the codeine buzz?
Feb 17th
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Feb 17th
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Feb 17th
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Anonymous asked: If you take clonazepam sublingually, will it give you a greater high? Or snorting it? What is the best way to get a high from it?
Feb 15th
I started this blog. I’m not gonna throw it away. I will be staying on, I’ll just be getting on a little more infrequent. Sorry for the scare. -Derrick
Feb 15th
Anonymous asked: Why is Derrick resigning? Lemme be your second admin. :P
Feb 15th
Feb 14th
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Anonymous asked: First of all man, really sorry to hear about the possible withdraw. I've never been through it, but I know it must suck something awful :/ I stick to fairly low doses and I don't take every day, at times stopping for a week. Anyway, I have an appointment coming up for my wrist, which I've had surgeries on in the past. Any advice for getting something decent? It does actually hurt...
Feb 14th
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Feb 12th
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chug-the-merlot asked: So, I just searched the tag opiates, and found this blog. Honestly I'm stoked to see there are other people out there like me. Anytime I admit to anyone that I take pills whenever I can, they flip shit. I don't do anything reckless, I don't hurt people, I don't cause trouble,...I sit in my room, feeling warm, blissful, and euphoric, and listen to music. Started them at a bad...
Feb 12th
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3 different people just tried to submit promos for...
This is NOT a promo blog and those submissions will not be approved.  Please let me promote who I want, and if you try and self promote, I promise you, you will never be promoted by me.  -Derrick
Feb 12th
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Feb 11th
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lilladder asked: Follow me back????
Feb 11th
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Anonymous asked: i find this blog DISGUSTING. how can you promote such a horrible addiction? i hope you and your followers find RECOVERY, and not though an OD or being in a jail cell. i was addicted to heroin for 3 years, it all started with pills. i would never go back to that lifestyle. being completely addicted to a drug is not living. give yourselves a chance at life!! and having emotions is a wonderful thing,...
Feb 11th
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youngstoney asked: ive been looking for a blog like you lol
Feb 10th